Day One Pt. 2

What I've eaten thus far today:

- Bowl of Cheerios
- Bowl of chicken noddle soup
- Toasted cheese sandwich
- Raspberry Jello

I'm doing pretty good, I didn't put much cheese onto the sandwich or that much margarine (that's right NOT butter or butter spread or butter/margarine spread or margarine spread). This is pretty good. When dinner time rears around, I think I might eat half of what I get (depending on what we're having) and save the rest for a snack later on in the night or for lunch tomorrow. I need to work on smaller portions, even though mine aren't too big to begin with. I got myself into this mess.

Actually, no. I don't want to blame this all on my parents, but when I think about it, they are the ones that taught me these eating habits. I've been like this for a long time and it seems as if this is all I know. I'll get better. I'll show myself that I can change life-long habits. I've been like this for 14 years, it'll be a tough road, but I'll prosper.

Another thing I want to change about myself at the moment is my make-up and hair. I feel like I wear too much make up. I wear liquid foundation, bronzer (as eye-shadow), shimmer powder (on the inner corners of my eyes and on my brow bone) and then mascara. I want to wear close to none. I'm gonna work on clearing up my face, and then I'll try to wear hardly any foundation. Until then, I think I'll do foundation, shimmer powder and mascara. Still, that's a lot to me, because it seems like people these days either wear A LOT or NONE. I wish I could be that flawless (so I could wear none). Oh well, we'll see what happens.

With Thanksgiving coming up, this diet might have to take a day-off. I mean, stuffing, pie, cookies, turkey, potatoes, just...soo. much.